The blackness is creeping in and I have no idea how to stop it. Not even sure if it can be stopped. The tension is so thick at these times that it can be cut with a knife. And my body is beginning to really feel it. I know his is too. If I could just get some sleep maybe things would be better.
Only once? Really? I remember things differently. Hamburger gravy spoke angry words I never want to hear again. But I hear them now, only different, but the same. The spirits are speaking again and I don't want to listen. When they say "three steps forward and two steps back" they aren't exaggerating. We are making progress but it is a slow, steady progress and I am so impatient. But we are making progress just the same.
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